I’m trying to balance my checkbook, pay bills, etc. in a room that’s so cluttered I can’t think straight. I can’t get over how the environment I’m in can affect my emotions. Just sitting here is making me nervous and shaky. Normally I’m not so fragile when it comes to this. And it stresses me out more that I’m really not getting anything done except venting, so that makes it worse. Aaaaaaaah!

Maybe I need to eat. Maybe I need a cure for PMS. Whatever.